oh my god getting out of my warm comfy bed to go play soccer when it is 9 degrees outside and raining. arrrrrrghghghgh not cool

i havent slept all night it is 6:30AM wtf am i doing man

i remember now
the budding fear
that rings throughout
and sings so clear
just once i’d lost
its iron clasp
and thought
i’d sent it to the past
alas it resists
inside me always
forever waiting
neath the causeways
i tread so light
attempt to escape
but theres no way
this cycle can break

 

the things i would give to be able to lay next to you for just one more moment. as fleeting as a lost thought, as the change in winds direction. for one tenth of a second i’d give myself. to have one more breath, one more moment in between opened eyes where my skin pricks to your touch and i am strung together from feathers. light enough to hover there, amongst the heat and warmth of the silence. the warmth of the room and the love emanating from our inside bones. please know i still radiate heat from a thousand miles away, waiting to hear you breathe my name.