Losing the game.
And i don’t mean ‘The Game’, in which case, i just lost, (as did you) 
More, losing at all the games i’m simultaneously partaking in.
I keep on rolling ones and missing my turn.
Or landing on the wrong places. 
Everyone is moving ahead. 
But i can’t move forward, because it’s not my turn yet. 
This constant frustration is killing me.  
Frustration with myself.
With other people.
With fucking everything. 
Frustration because no one really seems to get it.
And i guess i wouldn’t want them to. 

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